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Memorial Documentary ~ Chad Ryan Engstrom #childloss #grief #memorial

1- ChadLovingNatureRight around this time on October 14, 2014, when Chad had less than eight hours to live, I put a cd of his in the player. I pulled out my cell phone to call and tell him I was listening to his cd on my new ceiling speakers. The cd didn’t play so I tucked the phone back into my pocket to try and fix the cd…I got sidetracked and never called him.

How simple it would have been for God to allow that cd to work just that one time. Why? Why? Just 30 seconds for me to dial his number and for him to answer. After all, the love and caring Chad gave in his life, WHY?  I prayed my way through making this video. And even before I finished I knew. I just knew… And those who watch the video will understand during the last 18 minutes.

When I started making the video (without realizing it, 3 days after he died) I was concerned I didn’t have enough material because most of our photos from when my children were younger, were lost in a flood. Well, what I forgot about were the videos from graduation, Disneyworld, etc. And I’m so very grateful for the photos I do have, and for those who sent material to use.

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